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FHi👋 Just a brief about myself- Didn’t get good rank in JEE, got an avg rank in WBJEE and took admission in an autonomous college in Kol. Got about 3k rank in COMEDK but didn’t went there even though I thought it would be better-
1. Very high fees
2. Couldn’t travel from home
3. Had family problems Due to all these, I’ve been focusing on GATE from the time I took admission in clg so that I don’t repeat the same mistake. I’m in 2nd sem currently, my exams in 2 week and I couldn’t submit my sem fees yet. The reason being, my deadbeat father whose only good at domestic violence and only caring about himself was kicked from his job due to his negligence. It paid well enough to led a comfortable lifestyle for a family of 6. Then he didn’t even look for one as my grandparents even supported his decision to not work. Ik this might comes off as a weird but trust me, you might be shocked when I say the next few words. My father also had a thing for women(randibazi basically). My mother knew all of these and didn’t protested as I and my brother were small as she being a house wife didn’t had much knowledge about outside world. Also the fact that my gransparents even liked the marriage btwn my father and mother always wanted her to leave abs go away. So the they would instigate my father and he would verbally and physically abuse my mother. This is one of the reason I didn’t leave home. I’ve been protesting for my mother for a whole which would lead to a fight breaking out. Fast forward, another reason I took the college was due to its fees, its about 5.5L, which is much much less than the private colleges. Before my admission, my gransfather told me to take it and also said that he would clear the sem fees in time. But now he’s saying to take out a loan and compete the course. The main reason for this is cause I support and protect my mother and speak against them. I am totally against taking the loan as-
4. I’ve plan to do masters and phd and taking the loan would not give me the time abs it would force me to get into work.
5. He have money. Trust me when I say this, every 3-4 months, my father take his *leisure trip toriczmit hydrabad and he would take 1-1.5L for that from them.
6. I plan to take loan for PG, and taking it now would be a bit of a burden later on. Currently I also have to work part time for my own spending(travels, food, stationary, etc) and for my mother too. It have been very hectic as it is, maintaining all these with college and gate prep, plus I have to tutor my brother everyday(he’s in class 9 and I don’t want him to make the same mistake as I did). Another reason for joining was that I couldn’t afford taking drop and prep for another year. I’m at my wits end. All I’m asking is for an advice. Currently my mental state is at such a point that I feel like crashing out any moment and dropping out of college. I’ve been living like this for a long time but just when I thought I would arrange my life a bit, here I’m again in this shit hole. Idk if I could my express myself properly but I don’t know what to do at this point. Should I think about taking legal actions or just succumb to my fate anf drop out. Just give some advice.
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