One cannot stay in an organization whose management has already made up their mind, passed judgment on you, and is self-judgmental in their convictions. No matter what you do, you will eventually face the consequences. Take an exit, with or without offer in hand, if you wish to avoid falling into a well-known anxiety loop later in life.
That’s the best thing you can do for yourself under such circumstances. You’ll be grateful to me in the future. You’ll eventually find employment. Good Luck π€