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UThat is true, which is why I wanted to discuss all possibilities with someone who knows all the ins and outsUNo, I wish to take legal action before that. There are reasons to it. I’ve tried telling multiple adults around our family about this. They always say they will talk about this, probably also do, but nothing much changes for long. Recently my younger brother was also clinically diagnosed with symptoms of him slipping into depression due to family conditions. My mother told me when we were alone that we need to take care of him, not pressurize him for anything, not let him be sad, not let him feel that he’s not being heard etc. etc. and I said, this is not new actually, he’s being treated a lot better than me and you know that and she bluntly said to my face .. doctor said some kids grow out of it and are stronger. You are stronger he is not so you can’t complain about this now. You need to take care of him. I was left stunned. I cried and she said to my face, what happened has happened but now we need to take care of him. I felt like my entire childhood had no meaning or value, I felt so misunderstood I can’t even articulate what I felt. Today, he is treated well but everything comes up on me because I’m apparently grown up and thus stronger. I am not strong, I can’t take it any longer, I can’t take more physical and verbal abuse. Especially the child inside me feels abandoned. Nobody understands it.UI have a job, it’s not about me not being able to ‘afford’ moving out, I want them to kick me out probably so that I can finally be leave me alone and not want to see my face. I have enough savings even if I leave my job to last me 2-3 months, aram se, and at this point I can afford to start over on my savings rather than my mental health being worse.
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