What’s the price for mental peace?
If you pay that price to psychologist and if that helps you to get over this mental state you’re in, that price is worth it.
However, only because you are mentally disturbed since this incident, it only make sense to make a new beginning in some other society with blank slate.
First impression in this high rise can be changed by your PR team. If you don’t have one, precisely why I suggested about psychologist or new beginning in some other high rise.