I hope your ok now.
Just to say suicide is never a solution for any problem. Just become stronger than the problems you are thrown at. The biggest problem with suicide isnโt even suicide, itโs the idea that thereโs an easier solution to the problems, this will keep you stuck in the loop of not doing the hard work on the problems as long as you consider suicide as the solution. ITS NOT. EVER.
Hope you wonโt do such a step ever again.
As far as Indian scenario goes, the dumbass laws are made such that if the suicide succeeds it becomes illegal (you canโt punish the dead person), and if it fails it becomes illegal. So it adds to the troubles of the troubled. Go figure.
Anyways brother, take control of your life. You have so many people concerned and replying here. You do matter.